Temporary Hiatus

I'm going to be honest here. Since my summer break started at the end of May, I haven't touched upon anything that's related to my video-making hobby. UnKnown Moments 5's production has been ignored for some time now, and that one main idea I want to progress with has remained in my mind. Know why? I lack motivation. It's silly to say that when I have at least 5000 fans who like/love my work. I understand I have a great portion of fans who enjoy my videos (some of it at least), and look forward to future releases. I'm grateful of that, no doubt. I think about my fans every day and how they're waiting on me to give them another video for their viewing pleasure.

But when you have 5000 subscribers on your back, you almost forget why you began making videos in the first place: it's a hobby you do for fun, and you're supposed to do it whenever you want. I remember four summers ago, I was shooting out videos onto Google Video weekly at the least, and I enjoyed every moment making them. There was no pressure, because I had a very small (if any) audience following these videos at the time. I feel bad for those YouTube stars who are basically forced to pump out videos on a regular basis because of their fans' demands.

I don't want to continue with my hobby until it actually feels like a hobby again. I would give a time of how long, but I'm too spontaneous with this hobby to give an actual accurate timescale. Don't worry; it's only on the scale of a few months maximum. I know what it feels like to wait on something for so long. Shit, I've been waiting for Black Mesa to come out since the beginning of 2006. My advice for the fans is to put your mind off of waiting and move on to something else for the meantime, because I can promise you this: when UnKnown Moments 5 and my other videos are finally released God-knows-how-long from now, you'll love them. Trust me on that one.